When I lose weight I will...

Interesting title... As of April 16, 2014 I will begin another weight loss journey. This journey is being blogged about as I never seem to follow through with taking care of myself, finding the love that I should have for myself and trying to be a better role model for my daughter. I also got very sick of hearing myself say, " When I lose weight I will be able to"... There are many fill ins on the end of that. Too many to count actually. But I am hoping that blogging about this and documenting the experience may indeed be what I need to see myself through to the end on this, after all, what do I have to lose but weight...right?? AND EVERYTHING TO GAIN... Like... MY LIFE! There is a little kid inside of me that wants to do everything my daughter does. I want to experience fun things with her now, before she becomes uninterested in Mommy. Cool Mommy will not be cool very much longer, and if I do not lose weight, Mommy might be embarrassing. So moving forward and doing whatever it takes to see this through and hopefully finding myself again along the way. My motivation will come from posting successful pictures... along with things that I can't wait to do with my daughter <3 Most importantly, "I love you" to myself. I love myself, Cary